Losing My Religion

Growing Up Jewish in America

I have to speak out about the massacre taking place in Palestine, as an American Jew. It’s wrong. No matter how you twist it, killing babies is wrong.

What does it mean to be Jewish these days? Is it a religion? Is it a race? I can only relate what it was like for me and what I saw and encountered. My family was not particularly religious. We simply belonged to a Temple, paid our dues and went to services on the “High Holy Days” just to keep up face really. Yes, my parents enrolled me in religious classes....for us it was Saturday school....but I quickly learned to sneak out during services in the sanctuary and hang out in the coffee shop of the hospital across the street until it was time to be picked up afterwards and no one was the wiser. I don’t remember learning much, except that Sukkot was a cool holiday where we built twig houses decorated with vines and gourds outside in the yard and there was someone named Ester involved. My brother was Bar Mitzvah-ed which to me simply meant a big party and lots of checks and gifts for him. He kind of got into learning to read the torah and even went to Israel and celebrated his heritage....but I opted out of the Bas Mitzvah, given the choice. I do remember that it was important to my one grandmother that we only marry other Jews to keep the bloodline pure, and my other grandfather was so anti-Hitler and anti-Germany that my mother was never allowed to own anything manufactured by German’s including the harmonica she wanted or a Volkswagon. But the most significant thing I remember was that every year we had a sedar on Passover. Even though as a child I had no idea how to make sense of any of it, I can tell you now for sure that it was heavy duty indoctrination. And at some point in the ritual we always drank a sip of wine with the toast, “Next year in Jerusalem.”

No, for me and many other jews I knew, being Jewish was more about eating lox and bagels and being disliked by everyone who wasn’t Jewish. We felt a kinship to the blacks because we too were a minority that no one liked. It was instilled into us from early childhood that we were hated by everyone so we had to be careful and stick together. As the years passed however, these messages faded into the background and no one really cared about marrying non jews or even sticking together.

Fast forward to adulthood....I have what my husband calls “Jew-dar” I can just tell when I’m in the presence of another Jew. It’s a vibe I feel. And there’s something compelling for me about being around other Jews. I feel comfortable, nostalgic, at ease somehow. It’s a shared background. We share the same mind control programming.

But right now we have a major problem to face. All that mind control programing has the Jews of the world defending a perceived right to a Jewish homeland at any and all cost. This is a Zionist program and as Jews, we are not automatically Zionists. Zionists are pure EVIL. They will do anything, let nothing stand in their way of achieving their goal, including exterminating an entire group of people who have a natural right to live in their homeland, the beautiful people of Palestine whose homeland has been reduced to a small strip of land called Gaza.

This is a scary time on the planet for everyone, but especially for the Jewish people. According to an ancient system of measuring time called the Saeculum, we have come full circle to another crisis time, just like the crisis times of WWII. But this Jewish problem has been a very long time in the making.

In this time of great awakening (which is coincidentally happening during a crisis time, not an awakening time), when so many of us are becoming aware of all the lies we’ve been told and are continuing to be told, it’s critical that we see through the Zionist agenda. EVERYTHING we thought we knew to be true is turning out to be absolutely false. Here is a perfect example. I just watched a six hour documentary by Dennis Wise on Adolf Hitler, the Greatest Story NEVER told. It seems that like everything else we were led falsely to believe as true, as Wise sees it Hitler was not the monster we were all taught he was. According to Wise he was loved and cherished by the people of Germany and even Poland because he brought them up out of poverty and restored their way of life to one of prosperity where they could thrive. He was fighting Stalin and communism and the Zionist bankers whose money system was a criminal debt system. So it only makes sense that the Zionists would retaliate to keep their precious monetary agenda in place by demonizing him and his beloved Germany in the eyes of all people everywhere.  Yes, it was a world war and millions of people of all nationalities, religions and races were killed, but the number of Jews killed by Hitler in Germany was nothing like the six million dead from the Holocaust we were told, a number coincidentally inscribed into our collective consciousness starting in something like 1913 in a newspaper writeup (by the Zionists) and which has been continually repeated to cement that figure deeply into our minds.In fact, according to Edwin Black who wrote the “Transfer Agreement” in which he documents the pact between the Third Reich and Jewish Palestine, there was a ("Haavara Agreement" in Hebrew) between Zionist organizations and Nazi Germany to transfer a number of Jews and their assets to Palestine.  Some 60,000 German Jews were relocated along with their assets. Rumor has it that the plan was (and likely still is) to make the Jewish people so despised and so afraid that they willingly move to the state of Israel, centrally locating them all into one convenient place where they can be finally exterminated as a whole. Now I don’t know for sure if that’s true but I can attest to the programming that makes us all fearful. 

There’s so much in the news right now (the alternative news, not the mainstream news, which I actually don’t watch) about how despicable Jews are. A fomenting of anger and retribution is heating up. And indeed there should be anger BUT DIRECTED TOWARDS THE ZIONISTS, not the Jewish people! It must be realized that we are NOT one and the same.

I’m a good person. I have many wonderful friends and relatives who are Jewish. We are NOT THE ONES killing the Palestinians on our behalf to make more room for a homeland in Israel. We are happy in our homes wherever they are all over the world. We ARE NOT the Zionists. In fact many Zionists are not even Jewish. Yes there are some that are, and I am adamantly opposed to and appalled by their actions, as are MANY many other people of Jewish descent. We have been set up to take the fall. We have been made the scapegoats of this HORRIBLE agenda to take over the world. It is another instance of divide and conquer. Separate all of humanity into different factions that can war against each other to reduce our numbers so that the ruling bloodline families can control the limited number of us that are left. What do you think those thousands of Nazi scientists and psychologists recruited during Operation Paperclip have been employed to do? We have each and every one of us been brain washed and mind controlled since the very moment of our birth into this existence. Every bit of our experience has been fabricated towards a certain end. And it is not an end that favors humanity continuing to evolve back to our rightful lofty position as infinite consciousness.

We MUST see through this horrific agenda, stand up and see that it is NOT the Jews who are ruining everything. Jewish does NOT equal Zionist. Do your due diligence, learn the truth. Do not accept everything at face value. Question EVERYTHING. Our lives have been a lie, spoon fed to us since birth.

Thoughts on Racial Extermination from an Expat

 by Mindy Urken

Well, here’s my 2 cents for whatever it’s worth....The homogenization of all peoples and all cultures is at the forefront of the news these days. I imagine it comes right out of Agenda 21, you know the United Nation’s Plan for the 21st century...or maybe you don’t know about that?.....Could be it’s part of the Silent Weapons for Quiet Wars document or is it Quiet Weapons for Silent Wars? I guess it really doesn’t matter which code name it carries or who articulated the plan, what really matters is that there does seem to be a plan in place. One World People....but will we still be human? Or will we be just one giant race of trans-human beings, part machine, (still) part human? Will we be so dumbed down by that time we won’t even notice that we no longer have any racial identity, any culture unique to our origin, whether genetically or geographically?

I come at this from a strange perspective. You see quite a number of years ago (it’s so many now I’ve lost count) I realized that my own country of origin was so out of sync with my own values, that I didn’t want to be associated with it. I thought my own country (the good ole US of A) or should I say (USS of A) had no culture to speak of. Look, I was young and naive then (or perhaps just uninformed and uneducated) but every other ethnic group had really interesting and tasty food and what did we have, McDonald’s hamburgers? My god, that’s not even real food! 

Everything in the US has become whitewashed over. Every town you go to whether it’s in the North East, the Mid West, the deep south or anywhere in the boonies, looks exactly the same, has the same chain stores and chain restaurants and even seems to have used the same architects and city planners. There’s no diversity whatsoever. So I was over it on so many levels, I wanted out! First I tried to immigrate to New Zealand. They wouldn’t have me. Granted I was only 18, trying to immigrate with my then boyfriend, later my husband, had no special skills or experience to offer. So be it. Some years later I tried to immigrate to the Quebec province of Canada, with my new husband. They weren’t having us either. Then Brazil, same husband. No go. Well fourth time was a charm and Ecuador said YES.

Now some of you may have noticed it’s getting easier and easier to immigrate. After all, the US now has open borders. They’re busing in Central and South Americans by the busload and plane load. And paying for their housing and medical! Europe’s over run with immigrants from the middle east, which you may have heard is causing a s**t-load of problems. The new immigrants are outnumbering the folks who were born and raised in the countries now swarming with folks from the middle east who want to bring their values, their religion, their laws with them to displace the ones that were already there. Perhaps you’ve heard? Shiite law allows for their men to rape women. It’s not a crime unless there are 4 or 5 witnesses.

But here’s where my 2 cents comes in....from my experience living as an American ex-patriate in a Latin culture....not just in Ecuador but all over South America, there’s comfort in being with people who share your own heritage and culture. We as human beings, find solace and comfort and security when we can engage with other people who not only speak our native language but also share similar life experiences, similar values, similar ways of being in the world. Look when I grew up in New Jersey, we always had neighborhoods where all the Italians lived, neighborhoods where all the black people lived (Oops, is that not politically correct these days?...f**k that, but that’s a topic for another expose, isn’t it?) neighborhoods where all the Jewish people lived (Now there’s REALLY a topic for another expose!) We like to be with our own. It’s in our nature. Now that’s not to say that I don’t enjoy living among a completely different culture and learning from them and observing in which ways we are different and in which ways we are very much the same. We’re all human beings. We love our babies and want the best for them. We have joys and sorrows in common. But I myself love to find a place where there is the common ground of living near other North Americans and Europeans who share a much more similar background of experience, not to mention language, no matter how much my own skills at my new language improve.

For a while I thought it would be cool to try and assimilate into the society I had transplanted myself into. I said things like, I’m tired of being with other Americans, I’d much rather get to know the local people.....The truth is that these things about our culture of origin are more important than you’ll ever realize until they’re gone. Listen, the locals find us somewhat interesting and intriguing at times, but mostly they’d rather we weren’t here. That way they wouldn’t have to compare what we have with what little they have by comparison, and feel envy or hatred or simply lack. It is all quite relative when you get right down to it. After the curiosity is gone, there is still such a wide gap between our cultures.

A while back I had the privilege of living in a community which was indigenous. Now when I say indigenous, I don’t just mean native to the geographical location, I mean these were real honest to goodness Kichwa indians. Wow, did I love those people. I have so much admiration for who they are and how they are and how close they have remained connected to the land on which they live and all of nature. It was, as I said, an honor and a blessing to live among them and experience their world, but no matter how hard I could have tried I will never be one of them or even feel totally at ease in their world.....not because I am a priss, a spoiled American, (and believe me by the very nature of our culture and the environment we grew up in, we are) but because it is so radically different.

Here’s another example, this one may be more abstract but perhaps it will illustrate the point. One time I participated in a workshop using hemi-sync technology which synchronizes the two hemispheres of the brain. It was mind altering to say the least and propelled what is called “out of body” experiences. After one of the sessions I went for a walk outside, still very much altered as if in a dream or on an acid trip, or better yet, like a mushroom trip. As I was walking through the grounds I encountered a cluster of thick brush and I could see a natural tunnel had formed where birds were taking refuge. It looked so inviting I wanted to follow them in and as I was about to do just that, it occurred to me that it was not my place, that as much as I wanted to be a part of that world, it was not my world and I would simply have to be content with observing and witnessing.

Such is our place in the world. We are connected to the land we were born on and raised on. We are connected to the community we were a part of in our early years, to the town, to the country. It does form our identity and we hold a deep subconscious connection to it, and to our racial heritage as well. And no matter where we live in the world, we will always be that from which we came....and of course more.

But all that is being manipulated and destroyed or at least in the process of trying to be unless we stand up and say NO. We stop being manipulated by the political correctness of agreeing we are all one. Well we are and we aren’t. Racism has been given a whole new meaning like so much in our language which has been so twisted as to have become the opposite of what it once meant or still does mean to those who control and manipulate. Racism is a good thing. Racism is to love and identify and cherish your ethnic identity, your geographical identity....to wish to preserve it in as pure a form as is possible, given the few exceptions, after all we do fall in love with people from other origins and naturally want to marry and have families together....but for the overall scheme of things it’s a good thing to be a part of something unique and not homogenized. Listen Homogenization isn’t even good for milk. It kills everything that’s wholesome and healthy and beneficial about it and it gives you cancer! Why on earth would we allow our humanity to be homogenized?

Just my 2 cents.

An Open Letter to a Friend: How to Find Truth and COPs (Cult of Personalities)

My Buddy,

The conversation that we are having about what is real is the core issue of today. We exist in a world of lies, deception and trickery. Everyone should be having this conversation, but it is difficult because we all are blinded by our preconceived beliefs. They create land mines in our brains and when a certain subject is broached, they shut us down because we think we know the answer. Common land mines that obscure the truth are organized religion including atheism (statism), manifest destiny, global warming, the origins of man, overpopulation, gun control, immigration, women’s rights, protection of Israel and on an on. All of these listed and many more are core concepts that must be held by the population in a certain way to facilitate the cabal’s agenda. Any or all of these prevent knowing the truth. This is why we are unique in having this dialogue; most egos cry FALSE and shut out discussion on many subjects because justification of a held opinion is much more critical than knowing the truth (to the ego). We seem to be sincerely open minded (as open minded as an ego can be) and really looking for answers.

According to research done with consciousness expansion, the liberal viewpoint only appeals to people who have moved beyond the normal/average range of consciousness and therefore these people (to my mind) must play the critical role in the mass awakening taking place on the planet. The cabal, of course, knows this so it has created what I call a cul-de-sac to absolutely control what this faction believes. Because liberals are critical for the agenda at this point, massive, massive, massive efforts must be put forth to keep them in this pen. Actually, the right wing plays almost no role at this time in this march to destruction, with the possible exception of conflict created by protecting the 4^th amendment and now disapproving of unchecked massive immigration. They are currently  cast as the scape goat, terrorists in the Bundy thing and could be put into play to enflame the Ferguson racial situation. We must wait and see. The conservatives (which are the overwhelming bulk of the people in the US) had their run during the Bush eras and have stripped most rights in the US, have militarized the world, put in the prison complex and so much more, but they are bit players now as Obama and the liberals run the show unopposed. The agenda marches by alternating right, left, right, left, right (I know you know this, but I had to say it).

At one point in the consciousness evolution of the individual and of man, people start to look at blind self interest as not fair and they shift to more liberal thinking, we both went through this, it is called the Individualistic stage. Unfortunately, higher level people who can see the unfairness, and know that the trap mankind is in, exist totally within the conceptual realm and cannot be fought within the system and are so few that they have a weak, if any voice at all. People able to see and articulate this viewpoint very seldom have access to the mainstream media, because it does not serve the agenda. So the cabal ropes these higher level individuals back into the liberal camp. In my studies, quite a few of the really high flyers of consciousness expansion still cannot let go of core pieces of the liberal idea and the liberal agenda, no matter what facts they are presented with. To my mind the whole battle involves waking liberals up and you know the quote, “it is easier to trick someone, than to convince someone that they are being tricked.” So I spend about 10 hours a day trying to reach them – these are critical people, we need them.

In addition to the right/left paradigms that lead into the divide and conquer strategy, a main tactic of the cabal is what is called, “cult of personality” (COP). This is the phenomenon that occurs automatically in people where they set certain people up as leaders, to be seen as wise individuals who can be relied on to do our thinking for us. (We were never taught to think, just obey – so it seems to most people that we need COP to do our heavy lifting). It is likely a product of the Father or Wiseman archetype lodged in our brains. COP is why only certain actors are allowed in to most main stream movies, why only singers that can be relied on to deliver the right message get record contracts, why certain politicians (who are with few exceptions totally controlled) seem to act as voices for major portions of the population, why certain news personalities have access to the main stream and others do not. But how do they use COP to maintain the cul-de-sac and maintain control, you may ask?

The most common tactic I have noticed (the cabal doesn’t have too many plays in their playbook they are decidedly uncreative) occurs when a person chosen to be a shill in the COP scheme is given a great and partially true platform that is just slightly distorted to fit the needs of the cabal. Michael Moore (totally controlled millionaire with armed body guards who masquerades as a liberal) is a fine example, he made two films that show the model perfectly – he criticized health care in America (very true position) it fed into Obamacare (major way for the globalists to control healthcare and run the eugenics agenda). He also did a piece on gun control (this one was absolutely full of lies, but the lies appealed to the emasculated, liberal community who unfortunately see the issue as black and white in spite of their elevated position where they should have discarded this true or false trap two levels down on the ladder of expansion) and created firm supporters of gun control. Gun control is a critical piece in the globalist agenda for obvious reasons. Unfortunately, unless a person can see the overall enormity and great depth of the conspiracy, and know what pieces must be put and kept in place to drive the planet to Globalism, the distortion cannot be seen and therefore the COP can lead most of the sheeple where he or she is ordered to lead them.

If we look at some people that we have mentioned in our conversations; John Stewart, Thom Hartman and Bill Maher, they seem to have their heads on right and seem to be speaking the truth on some topics at some time, and indeed this is the intended perception. Because they present what seems to be an opposing viewpoint to the globalists, one that you and I both hold, we pat them on the back and say that they are helping the cause. Unfortunately, they work for the big guys, and will voice the truth only to the extent that it serves the interest of the cabal. They are not really people, they are controlled mouthpieces who, if they formed an opinion and voiced it they would be immediately eliminated (unless it helped the agenda). Recently there have been many firings of news people for going outside of the boundaries; one was fired for calling COP, John Stewart a bigot. 

Now these COPs are all special people, they may have a great personality like John Stewart, a brilliant mind like Thom Hartman, Chris Hedges or Noam Choamsky or just an obnoxious (entertaining if you can keep from throwing up) personality like Bill Maher, Joan Rivers or Howard Stern, but they are all simply tools to co-opt and direct you back into the pen. 

So here is a lens that I suggest might help us in determining what is true and what to leave alone. It is a bit formulaic, but bear with me on this. You may have some to add from your own experience or you may not like some of the ones I listed.

• I suspect people who the cabal has given a big voice to like a TV show, a news show, prominence in a big name university, and head of a “think tank” and so forth. (It is easy to understand, if they weren’t serving the cabal, they wouldn’t be given one of these platforms – everyone knows that the cabal controls the media and academia.) Rising stars are especially suspect in the COP game. You must watch very carefully what they say, what is the bottom line in the information they are giving. A major tactic is to give you 90% good information, make you love and trust them, rally the troops, but lead to the conclusion that the cabal wants. The twist at the end is most dangerous part. 
• Keep in mind that there are only two teams here, forces for evolution and forces for involution. Although the forces for evolution are fragmented by the efforts of the cabal, the forces for involution, since they are comprised mostly of psychopaths, contain warring factions. They are in disagreement as to who should control the Global government, but all push in the same direction. You can’t be on both sides.
• You must suck it up and dive as deeply (with an open mind) into the rabbit hole as is possible, that you can stomach (we both work daily at this). Unless you can see what is happening, you can’t tell bull shit from gold. Every one of us is exploring various levels of this deep, deep conspiracy and we must all help one another find our way through the lies and slight of hand. Here are a few sacred cows that the globalists cannot have you question, if they want their dystopian nightmare to become a reality: gun control, man made global warming, overpopulation, eugenics and population control, the war on terror, lack of resources, dependence on oil, coal and nuclear power, wisdom of vaccines, threat of communism (now being retreaded), the existence of Israel, the conflicting paradigms of the global superpowers, the wisdom of religions (including atheism), destroying ethnic heritage in favor of a melting pot, the necessity of technology for human enhancement, racism as a major problem (without them stirring the pot), the wisdom of nuclear arms and power and there are probably many others but this is all I can think of right now. They need these ideas. If your COP supports one of these viewpoints, watch out. Now the COPs may be asked to take a conflicting viewpoint with the cabal on one or several of these subjects (controlled opposition) to gain credibility with a certain group that the cabal wants them to lead. But the bottom line always helps the agenda and will support one or all of these necessary underpinnings for the global take over.   
• The ego has no interest in the truth. (covered in several chapters of my book, Belief Magic) It is interested in being right, self-justification, the maintenance of already held beliefs and the maintaining of self-esteem. We were never taught to question authority or the information given to us in school, why would we suddenly be critical thinkers and searchers for truth as adults? We enter the battle without tools – we need to help one another.
• I hate to say this, but people who make big money generally work for the globalists. There may be exceptions to this rule, but I can’t think of one.

Anyhow, this is how I look at the information that comes to me daily. When I identify a COP, I generally steer clear and advise others that this guy or gal might be controlled and is not leading people to conclusions that benefit humanity. 

Now, I often disagree with people in the alternative media, friends and cohorts (not COPs) on items that I see as being helpful for globalization. No one is perfect, certainly not me and not seeing that one of their beliefs is playing into the hands of the evil forces happens all the time. In these instances I question my belief and look for motivations and what this belief could create on the planet. We are all in this together and need to rely on one another to see through the fog. Beware of the COP; they are lethal and seductive. If you subscribe to an ism (like liberalism, communism, socialism, neo-conism or any other) you are already in a trap and need to start digging yourself out.

Do your homework, don’t listen to the main stream, controlled media (including RT), and for god’s sake do not watch Television. Learn and know the agenda and its aims. Know where we are in the unfolding of this agenda (to see what might come next) and deeply examine (I mean really get both sides of the issue) beliefs that you hold that could be considered right or left. Especially the lefties, we need them to awaken NOW and help us find truth.

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